it’s unexplainable …
It is truly amazing to be in love .. the transition of starting off as strangers to completing each others sentences .. its an unexplainable connection between you and that person. its a beautiful thing, it really is.
my relationship has been a whirlwind. Maybe that’s an understatement, haha. But to feel like i have a real friendship with my boyfriend has to be one of the best things about us. You know, i don’t love everything about him and there are times where i want to tear his head off. But that’s what’s great about it, well atleast for me. not in take for granted sort of thing, but the comfortability and the knowledge we have of each other makes sense. People reading this, it’s not supposed to make sense at all! But it’s love, its not supposed to make sense.
i can tell you this though, i am completely in love with my boyfriend. He’s so understanding of my needs as a person and not only as his girlfriend. which i think is great about him. he listens to everything i say, even though it isnt always a good thing. It’s really rare to find someone who will do and change things about themselves to make you happy. And i feel absolutely lucky to had found someone like him at such a young age. I know as an 18 year old, i must sound very naive to even be thinking about what’s next .. but i know this isn’t a temporary thing. MY feelings for him, aren’t a temporary thing. it’s a forever thing. And the shit people say about love, the whole “bubblegum” bullshit version of it atleast, is nothing compared to what i have with him. it’s the most unfamiliar feeling i’ve ever had for someone. and I’ve loved in the past, or at least i thought i did .. but experiencing this new kind of love i guess you can say, makes me think “wow, i haven’t loved anyone before this guy” and i really haven’t.
I think the most special thing about being in a relationship is, ultimately loving your best friend. Because if you feel anything like i do about your significant other then you know exactly what its like. And you know, my boyfriend and i are in a really good place right now. were happy and were optimistic about the future. but there’s no doubt in my mind that we are going to butt heads, annoy and be frustrated but honestly i’m so prepared for what’s coming, i dont give a fuck what kind of problems we are going to have because in the end, it’s going to be worth it and were going to have everything we’ve ever wanted. but what’s better than that, is were going to have that together. and i’ve never been so excited in my life.